I curled my hair today

I have naturally curly hair, but it is unruly and untaimable without complete domination(much like my own spirit).
So, I tried curling it.
I actually own a curling iron!
I was bored after the first curl but I persevered and managed to do my whole head. As I looked in the mirror at this almost unrecognizable ragdoll I thought " how do girls do this every morning?!"
Then I thought maybe it would look better if I shook it a bit, it didn't. Then perhaps if I wore makeup? (another seldom used "girl tool" I have), then I thought "NAA, where am I going anyway, no car today and the woods could care less."
So I sat down to drink some tea and distract myself from life for a bit.
I watched my daughter. She's frigin hilarious, until she throws a fit and man can that girl throw a fit, she's got skills.
That of course led me to a whole new thought...
"That is EXACTLY what I need!" To throw a big kicking, screaming, hair pulling, feet flailing fit!
Life ain't so grand right now and I can't seem to fix it. I know things will change, I know it will get better, I know things could be a whole lot worse, it's been worse. But I don't care, right now I want to be a kicking, screaming, throw down princess and I want to do it nOw,NoW,NOW!
Damn certain 2010 event and ridiculous flooring company for knocking down hubbies confidence and taking away work so I can't afford bills,food or diapers. I DON'T WANT TO CLEAN ANY MORE PEE!
Damn economy not hiring me anywhere.
Damn cost of living ever increasing.
Waa, waa, waa....
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well I'm done. I never could stick with the angry fits long. Time to get off my but and get something done, just not sure what ... yet.
Thank God I am a strong, stubborn, resilient person, with a solid foundation, good marriage,and exceptional family.I have a great home, some absolutely wonderful friends and all I have to do is look at my kids to know how truly blessed I am.